Safe and Sound

Taylor Swift recently released a song titled "Safe and Sound." Let's just say I'm addicted. I don't really know why - it reminds me oftheTwilight soundtracks, so maybe that's it. She wrote it for the Hunger Game Series, which I am extremely anxious to see.
If you get a chance, look it up :)
~Jeni~

Compliments...

So, depressing as it is, I realised today that I’ve only gotten one compliment ever from a guy… and you wanna know what that was? Well, I’ll tell you anyway… It was “You’re not ugly, you’re…decent.” Yeah, thanks...

Compliments are nice…. but sometimes they’re overdone. It’s rare, but I actually like complimenting people. I’m EXTREMELY sincere when I do. If I say you’re pretty, I REALLY mean it. I won’t say ‘ummmm I like your shoes’ if I think they’re hideous. I hate when people do that too. Like one time my friend, who shall be unnamed, literally scanned my entire body looking for something to compliment me on…and maybe it was because she wanted a compliment herself and wanted to throw that hint out there…. I don’t know.

An whatdo you compliment people on? My close friends say I’m beautiful, but when they say that I think they mean my personality is— weird as this may sound, I don’t think “wow, I’m beautiful because so-and-so said so!” I just don’t think like that.

But you know when compliments are the best, to me that is?… When I’m crying, and there’s just one person in the room and they say something REAL. They just hug me and say “You’re a GOOD person.” Those are the kind of compliments I like.

Food for thought yo.

~JENI

What is love?

Life is a simple thing, love is a complex subject. What is love? There’s certainly a difference between, “I love broccoli!” and “I’m in love with So-and-so.”

Well, One, I don’t love broccoli.

Is it a sense of security? Feeling natural and safe when you’re with that so-and-so…? Is loving someone something you can control?

For me…. No. I can tell myself I hate a person, but if I’ve loved them once, I’ll always love them. Maybe that’s just me though. I mean, people don’t love their ex’s once their married right?

I’ve never been “In love with someone.” Yeah, I’ve liked people, but that got me nowhere. But I’m not the type of person to say, “Oh gee, I wish I had a boyfriend. I NEED a boyfriend” ’Cause, Honey, I don’t need noone ;P But I do feel that “incompleteness”. Maybe ’cause I’m a teenage girl, and maybe because I’m a human being. I don’t live in themind of other people, so I don’t know what they think about this subject. LikeI said in the begining, it’s a complex subject.

I’m not even boy crazy. If I have a crush on someone it’s literally ONE person.and after a few months of getting nowhere I move onto another person orjust tuck it away. I’ve never really been around someone that long I think. I wasn’t even around to talk to boys until I was becoming a Junior in highschool. And once I was, I did the usual; Crush, like, they get in a relationship with someone at their school, I get mad,
It’s just my natue. Just the way I’ll always be until something more serious happens.

I could probably go on and on but how boring would that be.


<3 Jen